With EITHER SIDE Of FAMILY. NEVER. So I can handle this all just fine. you all MAY THINK I was Stan’s favorite, but I wasn’t. Mom side always ADORED my sister, not sure what’s going on with that now, they were very unkind to me including my mother. Stan never ever protected me at all, DVD I NEVER RESENTED my sister EVER. My dad’s side of the family was too large to notice I existed, they all get more oil money (some cousins) than I ever have. I didn’t resent that either. both parents give more to their “affairs” than I, I’m USED to it.
My sister always will be taken care of as they adore Carter and both my parents prefer my ex husband to me. They have no shame letting me know they and Ursula finically help the prices and were a part of the racket because my mother and Ursula are so angry, jealous and cheat, but again, I never wanted involved.
So you hear, you see you understand, this is familiar not hurtful.
Don’t know what you heard, but my friends are sell outs, that’s fine. I absolutely tried every possible option to work, text book, it was most certainly purposely detailed by their groups. So they need to figure out what they want.
I can’t make them happy, I’m not a favorite, I never will be.
Sometimes when you were never a favorite, never protected from cruel anger, these things they all are doing simply due don’t have any emotional damage to me.
My heart hurts for my daughter, but I gave that to God and remain (not sanctimonious) but faithful, hopeful and grateful.
That’s what it is people. They made the choice permanently eliminating through the law system, I can’t relive that over and over again. I have to love Leigh, take care if Leigh so I can be 100% for my daughter Madeleine.
Of course if there us argot emergency I’ll be there to support, but in order for me to have that strength if and when it is needed, I must respect their orders through the court with dignity and humility.
lm HAPPY TO provide a specific list of true effort to work, humbled myself, took a minimum wage position, resume, interviewed, all was futile, people do eventually talk. But I already knew before I started.
So now they’re angry about eBay. Photographers. Clearly, I’m not perusing hotels nor modeling and they are all good getting my daughter on the prices time without me.
I have no answers, no reasons to be angry because I’m truly at peace with my heart and my soul and I will never withhold the father from my daughter. I accept the last, I’ll co parent respectfully with absolute minimal involvement, it’s a toxic situation, Stan and Ursula need not threaten me, they are on top and in control and favored so much more than “Leigh” that the entire system us pro eliminating me as a blood mother…. As well coverage and reimbursement.
Nothing I can do, you see. and that’s just life as I know it.
Pray for them, that they find peace monetary success and loyalty in their “choices”.
Peace out. The END